I’m so tired. and burnt out.
I want to cry. I can’t keep doing this, living semester by semester, not even know what I’m doing as the semester is rolling by me. I need a steady job. I’m so tired of interviewing, getting stressed about whether a last-minute offer will be made, doing paperwork, and waiting again to see if I passed security. I do this, once, twice, too many times every four months. I can’t do this. I need stability and consistency in my life. I have no routine fall back on, no back up plan to rely on.