It is time.
It’s time to let go of the dream you clung so desperately onto.
The dream that he’s still here. The greatest dream of all that I was absolutely convinced by all accounts.. that we shared a mutual interest.
Time to start over. To start fresh. To start anew. Even if you feel miserable and incredibly sad. But most of all, I need to remember to forgive myself and let what has passed, pass as painful and difficult as it may be. I had my chance once and once again, but I did not do enough. I lost the chance I once had. The sadness and heaviness that lingers is but my own doing.