An empty mind
Why is it that people always have something to say? I have nothing. Nothing at all. What’s wrong with me? People ask if I’m okay. I say I am. But still I’m silent. I wish I could speak more. But it’s not that I can’t express myself. I can when I need to. But it’s that I have nothing to express.
I feel like the whale who operates at a different frequency. Lonely and sad. http://www.treehugger.com/natural-sciences/worlds-loneliest-whale-sings-at-the-wrong-frequency.html
I cannot interpret people’s feelings either at all. I interpret them all wrongly. I always think people are okay. But after the fact, friends always tell me she was obviously crying, how could I not tell? Or in another instance, I was told the girl I talked to was very out of it and disoriented from nervousness. Then people tell me one of my supervisors is really uptight and a nitpick about things. But no. I just missed it. ALL. What’s wrong with me? Oh, nothing. Just..
I CAN’T READ PEOPLE.