MindWanderings

The thoughts & ramblings of a young mind

Archive for the month “June, 2013”

Brands I like

JEAN CUTTING & STYLE

Paris Blues

Revolt

SPORTSWEAR

REI

MEC

Calvin Klein

Paying top dollar for a hand-held teleport-er remote.

Then I wouldn’t need

A.  a car

B. have people badger me about my muddy littered car

C. to wash the said car

D. pay gas $.  

E. get up so early

D. waste so many hours of my life driving and get more quality sleep.  

F.  walk all day

G work for so many hours in the rain

I really do think it would solve the majority of my life problems at the moment.

An empty mind

Why is it that people always have something to say?  I have nothing.  Nothing at all.  What’s wrong with me?  People ask if I’m okay.  I say I am.  But still I’m silent.  I wish I could speak more.  But it’s not that I can’t express myself.  I can when I need to.  But it’s that I have nothing to express.

I feel like the whale who operates at a different frequency. Lonely and sad.  http://www.treehugger.com/natural-sciences/worlds-loneliest-whale-sings-at-the-wrong-frequency.html

I cannot interpret people’s feelings either at all.  I interpret them all wrongly.  I always think people are okay.  But after the fact, friends always tell me she was obviously crying, how could I not tell?   Or in another instance, I was told the girl I talked to was very out of it and disoriented from nervousness.  Then people tell me one of my supervisors is really uptight and a nitpick about things.  But no.  I just missed it.  ALL.  What’s wrong with me?  Oh, nothing.  Just..

I CAN’T READ PEOPLE.
At.  
ALL.

I DON’T THINK I’VE IMPROVED SINCE ELEMENTARY EITHER.  FUCK.

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