I found what I was looking for during last school term.
By accident. The guy I made eye contact with. I didn’t even realize he was there, or that he was him. I just got randomly introduced today by a friend while waiting outside for a tutorial.. he wasn’t even in. Only realized AFTER the fact. The pieces started coming together for the slow individual I am:
– #1: when our former TA for the class walked by and said hi he knew him, I realized he may have been in my class before
– #2: I got confirmation from him that he was part of that class
– #3: he had the same color hair & hairstyle. Sadly enough, I just realized I wouldn’t have been able to describe his face besides acne scars on the side because I could barely even stand to look at anyone who looks at me out of pure shyness, and I can’t remember from the few glances I did have. Take me as the lion from Wizard of Oz, if you will; courage = non-existent. 😦
Huh. What are the odds of that?
The up side is, because I didn’t recognize him, I treated him normally. The downside is, I realized how stupendously slow I am. I would hope he recognized me though.. I wear the same characteristic pieces of clothing & accessories. EVERYWHERE.
But yeah. Moral of the story? DON’T BE A STUPID ANTI-SOCIAL CAN’T-LOOK-PEOPLE-IN-THE-FACE-NEVER-MIND-EYES WEIRDO OF AN IDIOT THAT I HAVE PROVEN MYSELF TO BE.
Over ‘n out.